You know what fucking sucks? Being totally fine, and having depression and anxiety lean over your shoulder and give you a massive fucking hug, squeezing the life and hope out of you.
No one has the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it’s yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what is right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is it so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It’s past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It’s only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.
The way someone can get me so nervous scares me, but the funny thing is you know nothing that’s going on inside my head. It’s like I know everything I want to say to you but all the words get tangled up and come out wrong. Have you ever realized that you could say the simplest of things and it would make my day go from being original to amazing in just a few words. But the worst thing is that all these little things I feel inside could never be said to you, because on top of it all, you are my biggest fear. I’m scared that if I tell you everything things will change, and will never be the same. So keeping it bottled up is the only way of not getting hurt.